Life is Great?

I don't know since when, everytime I think about you, I always feel sad and sometimes cry. 

Not only sad but hate myself.

Maybe since u said that things........horrible things..

So I decided to make your life easier.

I'll be gone..

And after I did that, I noticed that, your life is great huh?

so..this is it..we are from different world and I believe we're not belongs together.

i got to leave you.. I true believe that we're not soulmate anymore..

Back

So.. here I come..
Back into my real world
But everything has changed.
I cut the rope.

I can't resist your presence anymore.
So I broke the cage..and hold you tight.
But I know even we can hold each other whenever we want, time still hunting us
not only time.. but them.

I can't do anything.
I found myself just waiting. Again.
My mind is full of million thoughts about damn things.
I wish I could be free after I broke that cage.

Fate always blocking me.
I wish that our plan going well.
I don't know how to help this out but..
I try my best.

Some distraction came.
And it got worse. Worser than worse. haha..
That shocking truth. It's like double knock out to me
I know it. Ya, I already knew it but I don't want to accept the reality until you said it.

And today, that problem. My actual and 'loyal' problem came again.
I just cried and cried.
But you.. always you..comforting me.
I just felt so bless to know you.

My only one, my beloved one.
Please be safe there
I am waiting for you
Always

Dear..

Happy Birthday dear my lovely man in heaven... :")

Mine

You were in college working part time, waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
 Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents mistakes
We got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

And I remember that fight, 2:30AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you follow me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
And you took me by surprise, you said, "I'll never leave you alone"

You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

Hold on, we'll make it last

 Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
  You are the best thing that's ever been mine

  Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it
I can see it now:)

Part of Me

Days like this I want to drive away
Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade
You chewed me up and spit me out
Like I was poison in your mouth
You took my light, you drain me down
But that was then and this is now
Now look at me

I just wanna throw my phone away
Find out who is really there for me
You ripped me off, your love was cheap
Was always tearing at the seams
I fell deep, you let me down
But that was then and this is now
Yeah, except for me

 This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me

 This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me

Some Moments..

Here's some captures from my Blackberry.

Of course by me and edited too by me :)

awwee..my dreamcatcher! (^__^) original photo-no edited

look! how beautiful is this thing :")

this one, flower for my dad :") miss you...

Rainy night..gold bokeh :">

there's so many moments that I always capture with my BB haha.. I love capture everything and yes I'm not good at capturing :( but what so ever haha..

Tuesday

I woke up with a good feelin..
I had a good sleep :)
Looked outside, it was cloudy sky..no sun at all!
No problem, I like rainy morning..
When I walked to campus, it's raining..
I had two fast class.. (The first because I didn't pay attention so it feels fast :p)
I got a glass of hot tea and noodles too :3 yum!
Then I got back to my room..
I hear humming bird.. sounds so relaxing :)
What a good day..
Rainy day and Tuesday NEVER get me down! hahaha

stolen from Google :p